Hello people.
My problem is always to start writing. As my boyfrend tells everytime, start from the beginning!
So, some news about me!
I'm officially re-discovering drawing and painting, I abandoned it with my depressive crisis, and now I'm trying to express myself also in that way. As usual, I'm not common, 'cause I'm discovering blood painting....
And what about urban exploration? Since from the childhood I was fascinated by dead places, I remember that my dream was to explore my school's canteen...there was a broken window, and from the outside playground I could see old desks and chairs, dusty blackboards, I imagined me absorbed in that source of old memories, discovering secrets, touching the past's texture. And then the years passed, and the obsession moved to my past...I've always wrote, describing my feelings or simply how my days passed. I could reconstruct my entire life through my words, beginning with the calligraphy changings. Now I'm learning to take the right distance from my past. But my thirst isn't quenched, the call of past is strong, and I follow it through lost buildings, abandoned hospitals, old documents, signs that to me are more important than the hystory you learn at school (maybe 'cause in that subject I've always sucked, lol). It's something more than take some photos, absolutely.
Meanwhile, my friend and I are trying to sell our handmade jewellry. Sunday's earning: 7euros. Quite demotivating, but it's 50cents more than the last time!
Shavo (my grey cat) is sleeping on my knees, his tendress, beauty and warmth surprise me everytime. It's amazing how animals could be faithful, with their simple gestures they can help you better than anyone else.
I should do a remix of a Queen's song, instead of "I'm in love with my car", "I'm in love with my cat" xD
Ok, last but not least: I discovered Wolverine! I've never been intrested in Marvel comics, but now my boyfrend lended to me "Wolverine: sex and violence". And just.....woahhhhh!!! Logan and Domino are absolutely my new heroes! But....I'm 21....Am I not too old for falling in love with a comic? Ah, and if you don't know him, check out Gabriele Dell'Otto's website [
www.dellotto.it/bkg.html ], he's an italian artist, he illustrates mainly comic book covers, but also gave life to Marvel's "Civil War" and of course "Wolverine: Sex and Violence". Guys, he's amazing, really, I fell in love with his works, I've never seen someone like him, he's unique! Ahahah, he should pay me for all this advertising (I'm joking xD)!!
Woah, I wrote a lot! So, if you want to see a lot of blood, stay tuned, I feel it's coming.
Aaaaaand bhu!!
Thanx for reading if you arrived here, bye!