minamurrayXVII

Open a drower. Just to find a white undershirt, you know, mine are all black! Open a drower. Tomorrow I've a job interview, and you're not here to tell me "Stay calm! Take a camomile, try to have a good sleep and you'll see, everything will be fine!" Open your drawer. And see all your clothes, shirts, remember when we go shopping together questioning because you wanted always dark browns and blacks for you, but I wanted to see you with bright colours on, light blue, coral, green, all colorful like the person you were. You passed one month and 18 days ago. And I feel so alone, mum. I can't remember your sweet smell, barely I remembe