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It's not important what you'reIt's not important what you're doing or thinking.
Maybe you're reflecting uon the meaning of life, maybe ou're playing videogames, perhaps you're cuddling your cat. Or making love.
She doesen't cares.
She doesen't need a true reason.
She comes, and suddenly you feel alone, abandoned.
She is a painful thorn.
She kills all your certainties, She stabs all your positive thoughts, like a black burst throgh fading colours.
She leads you to panic.
And above all, She tortures your mind untill She's satisfied...that is when yo're completely destroyed.
But you know that She will certainly come back.
She's like a cancer, that hides in your brain and soul, and comes out whenever She wants.
Still wondering who is She?
The Fear of Being Abandoned.
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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